I kind of feel like I wanna die today. Not like it matters. No one cares. No one talks to me, no one loves me, no one cares.
Ive wanted nothing but to cut today, but everytime I try, I cant. I dont know why. I just cant. I either want to cut or get fucked, and neither one of those things can happen.
Why do I bother doing any of this shit? Why do I care when nobody else gives a shit?
Fuck this world. I quit.
This is the 3rd lj I have. But none of my real life friends know about it. I want to keep it that way. Im joining communties and shit and talking about what I wanna talk about and letting that be.
I like sex. Alot. I like having it and talking about it. I like kink. I like getting smacked around in bed. I like getting choked. I like getting tied down.
I cut. I enjoy cutting. Sorry if you dont like that.
Be my friend or not. Whatever.